Tentang Seseorang

teruntuk mu hatiku
inginku bersuara
merangkai semua tanya
imaji yang terlintas
berjalan atas satu
tanya slalu mengganggu ku
seseorang itukah dirimu kasih

kepada yang tercinta
inginnya ku mengeluh
semua resah di diri
mencari jawab pasti
akan kah seseorang
yang ku impikan kan hadir
raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

cinta hanyalah cinta
hidup dan mati untukku
mungkinkah semua tanya
kau yang jawab

dan tentang seseorang
itu pula dirimu
ku bersumpah akan mencinta


Ok... Binx have switched into one of her melodramatic moods (sirens all over). Love the lyric of this song by Melly Goeslow, which was played in the famous Indon movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.

I bet most people would ask themselves 20 questions when they are pursuing someone they admire/like/love ("Is she/he the one?", "Would she/he like me back?", "Are we OK together?", "What does she/her thinks of me?"). Sometimes these questions would lead to another series of questions that may end up nowhere.. And when you are done interrogating yourself, you will then wonder what that someone thinks of you.. You wish you could disect her/his brain just to find the answers to your questions. With that being close to impossible (unless you are Dr. Naj), you will then settle with interpretting her/his actions/body languange/tone/etc. whenever she/he is around you. This will either send you out on a wild goose chase or will land you with the mother goose herself.

There are people I know that have the courage to voice out their feelings towards that certain someone, be it through sending flowers, dedicating a song, or just telling them the plain truth. I admire these people for their guts.. I will never have the guts to even blink at that someone if i like him, let alone tell him my feelings. I think my cat, Ash, is better than me in this department. All she has to do is let out a loud meow and flipped right and left and all the male cats in the neighbourhood will come flocking around her.

I guess I am still on the crusade to find my 'seseorang'. When the time comes, when we finally meet, I hope he will be ready for my 20 questions.