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That's the sound of my heart, beating fast...

It is not a regular heart beat...

I can hear the beat while watching the TV...
I can hear the beat while eating...
I can hear the beat while playing Wii...
I can even hear the beat while trying to sleep...

It is really getting to me...
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It makes me feel so agitated...
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Things just don't seem right...
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I felt like barking at the next person who crosses my path...
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Is this a sign of caffeine withdrawal syndrome?
My last cup of coffee was one week ago!
:(





binx: i need my caffeine fix!

I is Tired

I am tired….

I know I have been blogging about being tired over and over again.

But seriously… I AM TIRED.

I work 6 days a week (most of the time, I will arrive home after 7 or 8 p.m.).

You would think that I would have the second half of Saturday and the whole of Sunday to relax…

NO……

… the sink will be filled to the brim with dirty dishes.
… there will be 2 baskets full of laundry to wash.
… the clothes than needs to be fold and iron.
… there’s also the cleaning, vacuuming, sweeping & mopping work to do.

These chores do not include cooking (if any) and any other impromptu tasks that requires my time and energy…

I am losing my mind and sanity for being over-worked and un-appreciated, at work and also at home.

I need a holiday soon!!!




binx: *sigh*

Say No to Office Politics

I am tired of listening to people bitching about my boss behind her back...

I am tired of watching people stabbing other people's back without any shame or regret...

I am tired of being caught in the middle of a cold wars between one department head with another...

I am tired of people trying to "tai-chi" their work to others when all they do in their office is just watch DVDs and LLB (look like busy) all day long...

I am tired of watching people kissing the Big Boss' ass and rat on their co-workers...

I am tired of being screamed and shout at for something that was so minor just because that person was pissed at my boss...

I am tired of people who thinks that they are mightier than the rest. Just because they are a GM (General Manager) or even an AGM (Assistant General Manager), they think they only answer to the GMD (Group Managing Director)! Wake up and smell the flower laaaa.... You still have a few levels more to climb! That is if you get the chance to climb at all...

I am tired of working with mentally challenged people... It is like working with morons and clowns on a daily basis!

I am tired of having to defend myself for everything I do...

I am tired of office politics...

I AM JUST TIRED...




binx: need sleep so badly....