Saturday, December 31, 2005

The Journey



The journey in life was never easy. It is full of many bumps and detours. My own journey into life was never a smooth one. I have been through the best and even the worst of times...


Today I had an opportunity to take a glimpse into my near future (insyaallah) and also took a trip back into the past. And it was indeed an eventful day to be doing so, since it is the last day of the year.


After all that my family has gone through for the past 8 years, we finally saw a ray of light peeking out from the thick gloomy cloud today. Though we have seen many of those moments before only to be welcomed with a downpour, the one we saw today seems 'right'. It feels 'right'. It just gives us such promising hope for a delightful future ahead.


What would the future be without the past? Today, after almost 2 years, we found ourselves staring back into our dark past. All the four of us were filled with mixed emotions and thoughts that had only one common theme - sadness. Images of the good old days ran through my mind as I stared right back into the monument of my past. Oh how I wished all of us could have done it differently back then. However, if it were different then I won't be the person that I am today, rite?


As I watch the fireworks display that marks the coming of a new year tonight, I can't seem to imagine how my life would be in 2006. No doubt major renovation to my routine will be required by the 2nd quarter, though I am not planning to revamp my entire life for it. There will be no new year resolution for 2006. I am going to try and make my way into it with small tiny baby steps. Insyaallah, I will reach my destination one day...



Fireworks from Ikano. Picture taken frm my sister's bedroom window.






binx: happy new year everyone!!!


15 comments:

Da King said...
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Da King said...

insyallah & may the force b wif ya!

=yoda's gut fwen=

may said...

oooh, u can see the fireworks from ur place? I could only hear the sounds where I'm from, but I knew they were from BU area... bunyi meletup aje, heheh!

happy new year!

binx said...

king:

thanks buddy... and all the best in ur new venture too!


may:

yup.. it was very loud and clear.. plus there was actually 2 sets of fireworks coming from OU and Ikano... cool stuffs..! took loads of pics of it.. (me jakun).. :D

iJun said...

I thought mercun diharamkan di Msia? Hehe. Happy New Year Miss Binx!

Anonymous said...

If A is success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut.

~Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955), Observer, Jan. 15, 1950

Anonymous said...

hey girl!!! happy new yr and may all yur wishes or whatever dreams and plans you have be achieved. Muahxx!!

thewailer said...

hello binx!
Happy New Year to you!
Best wishes from me!

cpj said...

may the baby steps that u take leads u to great achievements! happy new year babe!

kiezamy said...

hepi 2006 2 u 2!

binx said...

the wailer & kiezamy:

thanks.. hope u guys had a good start into the new yr today!


cik pijah:

thanks.. same goes to u too, gurl!

binx said...

ijun:

errmmm...diharamkan? yg diharamkan are those yg kecik2 for individual use ah... i think so lar :p

happy new yr to u too, en ijun!


po:

thanks for the qoute... but what does the rest of the alphabets mean? ;-)


rj:

thanks rj... happy new yr to u too!

Zed said...

have a great year ahead binx! may 2006 start with a bang for everyone... cheers!

binx said...

3six7:

haiyo.. rugi-rugi... bet it would have been a beauti-fool sight though kan..?

u have a great year too ya!


zed:

thanks dude... hope urs will be great as well!

Azmir Ismail said...

Happy New Year to ya, binxie :D

I still owe u the coffee :D