...I have been working for 15 days straight now and my back is killing me. I really wonder how I can last this long, slaving myself every day from 8.30am to 8.30pm. I must not get used to this.. Bad bad bad...
...I miss Mrs. Wacko. She's no longer connected to the virtual world. There's no longer a morning greeting from her every morning. And even though I usually make a huge fuss about her yacking away all her wacko thoughts day in day out, I secretly enjoy her animated conversations. Mrs. W.. go get urself the 3G card and start YM'ing again soon yeah... My days in the office will never be the same without you...
...Salary dah masuk today.. Proceeds from the shares pun dah masuk jugak.. Bank balance suddenly jumped up to 5-digits.. Rasa kaya for a moment.. A moment aje.. Tomorrow have to deduct the capital Mama loaned me for the ESOS purchased, pay out the credit card debts (college fees), pay the car loan.. In the end, the balance will come down to the normal amount balik.. oh well, I might else well enjoy the feeling while it last.
...Shopping carnival is back! Perfect timing betul laa.. Really need to get myself a new work shoe. My Pierre Cardin shoe that I've bought 4 years ago is really eating my feet now.. And I need a new work bag (my Doremon bag is getting worn out from its everyday use), new work pants and shirts (am bored with the current collection plus I think I've outgrown most of my shirts - am I still growing?).
...I am a terrible person for breaking a friend's heart. I guess I was not matured enough to face the friend and tell him straight to his face how I truly feel. Perhaps I was afraid of the confrontation that might take place during the meeting. Maybe I just can't take any pressure right now, especially when my time is very limited due to work and study. Maybe I just don't want to reason out with him as to why I am sticking to my decision not matter what he says. I know I should at least say something to him, but I'm too tired to say anything for the time being.. As guilty as I feel right now, I just hope that he will understand and forgive me for my childish act...
binx: i need retail therapy quick!
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