I've been feeling rather weird lately. One minute I feel so happy, that a silly joke pun can crack me up.. and another minute, even the slightest thing can piss me off.
Maybe I've been too caught up with work.. Wait a minute.. what work? I must admit that work is piling up.. but I don't think it had affected my mood in any way..
Maybe it's due to the fact that Ejan's wedding is around the corner and helping her out with all the preparations is really putting a weight on me.. Don't get me wrong.. It's not the work that I am complaining about (heck it... I love doing remeh-temeh stuffs nieh.. tying ribbons, decorating the souvenirs..). It's the thought that another girlfriend is getting married. That'll be 2 out of 3 girls. The pressure is up, hence I'm a bit tense about all the fuss that people around me have been creating. For example, tonight, Nai's aunt had kissed my cheeks after realising that I'm the only one out of the 3 left unmarried.. "Meh aunty cium sket kasi berkat.. tak lama dah nieh.. don't worry.." Don't worry aunty...I'm not worried.. Just a bit sad to see my girls all settling down.. Sharing stories about married life.. Going lingerie shopping together and all.. The next thing I know, they'll be comparing their tummy size (with tiny beings in it laa.. what.. you thought perut buncit ke?) and be planning the children's sleepover. And where will I be during these times? Possibly either working my ass off, or finally migrated to the UK (I wish!)..
Maybe because I'm kinda pissed with someone for spoiling my new year's eve... Well, I'm not pissed at you actually.. Just hate the fact that you'd do stupid things just to be seen as a "cool" guy.. More like the poyo'est of the poyo's to me.. (yes.. yes.. case close..)
or perhaps it's just the PMS kicking in...
Only God knows why.... (like the tune by Kid Rock)
So I think I'll keep on walkin'
with my head held up high
I'll keep movin' on and only God knows why
Only God, only God, only God knows why
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