Tuesday, June 12, 2007

101 emotions in one Binx






I am HAPPY that I finally have something to do to occupy my time, even though if that means that I have to travel almost 50 km everyday to do it.

I am DISAPPOINTED to find out that the organisation that I travel almost 50 km everyday to serve is actually squeezing people for cheap pay *sigh*. I should have known better than to accept the low pay that they offered me just so I can go for training in London. Even half of my teammates are looking for opportunities to expand their career elsewhere.

I am EXCITED to get a call from an ex-colleague about a new job opportunity. If I get it I'll get a chance to work alongside her once again. It will be just like the old days, only in a slightly different setting and organisation.

I am SURPRISED that I can get along so well with my teammates at work. It is as if I've known them for years and not just one week.

I am WORRIED that I can't balance my debits and credits this month. It really shudders me to think about the huge amount that's going to appear on my credit card statement at the end of the month. HELP!

I LOVE spending time with him, even if it means just a few minutes during break or after work.

I HATE feeling emotional when ever the thought of someone crosses my mind. Why do I have to get all teary-eyed every time I think about that person? It is not as if that person ever think about me.

I am GLAD that we are moving soon. I just hope we can start fresh and only good things will come our way after this.

I am SAD to learn about another misfortune that had befallen my uncle's family. They had gone through so much and I think that this is by far the worse test that they have had to go through. I just hope that they will be strong to face what ever that Allah has in store for them.

I am CURIOUS as to how a person can be so materialistic that she can betray her husband and neglect her own kid. How can she go out with another man just because he lavishes her with a BMW, Ferragamo shoes, LV bags, diamonds and jeweleries and a partnership deal to his company? She's a wife and a mother, for God's sake!! I am so EMBARRASSED to admit that she's family.



How are YOU feeling today?




binx: can I NOT feel anything?

9 comments:

ubisetela said...

I feel like... nak makan orang (boleh gitu?)

and I donno how ppl always know the RIGHT timing to piss me off (on my PMS days!)

Hey, it's good that u still have HAPPY, EXCITED, LOVE etc.. the positives!

Anonymous said...

OH.MY.GOD. we so much gossips to catch up on! i mean...I need to catch up :P.

first: who are "we" and moving to where?!

second: when the misfortunes keep on coming, we wonder "when wil the sun shine. When?!". at the end of the day, you just have to have faith. have faith.

NinJaMoo said...

At least you still feel. It wouldn't be very nice to have a stone as a friend.

I wonder how I'm going to tell my manager that I'm not happy in my new position...

binx said...

ubisetela:

dari makan org, baik makan lamb chop..
:D

hope ur PMS dah over.. ;)


teek:

pasal gossip laju je...
:p


ninjamoo:

hehehe.. true enuf....

try telling him/her over lunch/coffee.. make it light but make sure u get ur points through..

FairyGodmother said...

Baby gurl,

STOP thinking about him...it's not helping..but then again, at least you still care...it would be even worse if you stop having any emotions linking to that person...then yu know he is not important anymore

I LOVE to see my friend enjoying L.O.V.E...enjoy it, you earned it

Okay, Now I'm feeling a tad bit NERVOUS...moving? WHERE? Alamak!

Lin said...

It is usually difficult to stop thinking of someone previously emotionally involved. A replacement makes it easier to let go :)

Anonymous said...

binx... can i have ur email plzzz.. somethng is bugging me...

Anonymous said...

mine azamim36@streamyx.com

binx said...

fairygodmother:

wow.. u know who i was referring to ke? sungguh terror gitu.. thanks for the words of advice. i shall try to stop...


lin:

i wish i could find a replacement for that person.. unfortunately i can't...


mim:

what's bugging u dear?