How does it feel...?

How does it feel like to have your closest friends boycotting your very own wedding due to your well-known bitchy demeanor? It sure hurts, that is if you really care. A simple gesture would have gone a long way in ensuring their willingness in attending the ceremony. However, you being the high-and-mighty you just refuse to go the extra mile to win their hearts and friendship back.


How does it feel like to go behind someone's back and do something as unthinkable as to hurt that someone's feeling? It sure leaves you feeling guilty for not being able to tell that someone. And the agony eats you up inside until the point where you just want to come clean. However, will that someone understand the reason behind your act?


How does it feel like to plan something for so long only to not being able to execute it at the last minute? To top it up, invitation to the event that you have planned for kept coming rite to the very last minute. The lure and attraction are just irresistible. However, due to your own careless mistake, you ended up witnessing the event in your very own living room, slouching on the comfortable sofa, wishing that you were there...


*sigh*

Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and i wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and i wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that i can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that i can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
While nothing ever happens and i wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation i don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow i'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that i can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that i can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And i wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that i can see, and all that i can see, and all that i can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

binx: i need my glasses!