I know I haven't been 'writing' that much for quite a while now. Instead, I've been filling the spaces with fillers just so that the blog is updated. Maybe it's because I just don't know how translate my current feelings into words. Or maybe I just don't have anything interesting to blog about anymore.
I've been going through lots of emotional turmoils for the past couple of months. Many of which are too personal to blog about. Somehow I have managed to keep it all to myself and have tried to battle it alone. And I guess I still have a long battle to fight since my future is still left hanging without any certainty.
How I wish I was born with a silver spoon... Then I could have opened my very own cafe rite now. Talking and dreaming about it only makes me yearn for it even more. I know it's always good to dream. However, dreaming bout something and not having any means to turn it into a reality is really shitty... Don't you think so?
Window shopping sucks. Been doing a lot of that lately. I've always been the type that loves to buy stuffs based on impulse. But I can't afford to do that anymore. Hence, now I can only afford to ogle and salivate every time I see a cool bag or shoe or anything else for that matter. That really sucks...
Time flies when you are having fun. A 12 hours outing felt like a mere 3 hours gig if you have the rite company and a whole lot of things to talk about. Lets just hope something fruitful will come out of it - like an all-expense paid trip to Sweden, perhaps? *winks*
I wish I could go away somewhere, anywhere, just to forget about everything... A beach holiday would be nice... However, I'd be happy just to take a walk somewhere cool and calm, where I can block away all the negative voices in my head...
Have any of you seen the movie Pan's Labyrinth? It's actually really good, minus some minor scenes that IMHO are somewhat illogical. Anyway, the main soundtrack of the movie (the one that the lady hummed) is now stuck in my head... Just like how Mukhsin's soundtrack was stuck in my head for days after I've watched it. Anyone know where I can download the said track?
I've been going through lots of emotional turmoils for the past couple of months. Many of which are too personal to blog about. Somehow I have managed to keep it all to myself and have tried to battle it alone. And I guess I still have a long battle to fight since my future is still left hanging without any certainty.
How I wish I was born with a silver spoon... Then I could have opened my very own cafe rite now. Talking and dreaming about it only makes me yearn for it even more. I know it's always good to dream. However, dreaming bout something and not having any means to turn it into a reality is really shitty... Don't you think so?
Window shopping sucks. Been doing a lot of that lately. I've always been the type that loves to buy stuffs based on impulse. But I can't afford to do that anymore. Hence, now I can only afford to ogle and salivate every time I see a cool bag or shoe or anything else for that matter. That really sucks...
Time flies when you are having fun. A 12 hours outing felt like a mere 3 hours gig if you have the rite company and a whole lot of things to talk about. Lets just hope something fruitful will come out of it - like an all-expense paid trip to Sweden, perhaps? *winks*
I wish I could go away somewhere, anywhere, just to forget about everything... A beach holiday would be nice... However, I'd be happy just to take a walk somewhere cool and calm, where I can block away all the negative voices in my head...
Have any of you seen the movie Pan's Labyrinth? It's actually really good, minus some minor scenes that IMHO are somewhat illogical. Anyway, the main soundtrack of the movie (the one that the lady hummed) is now stuck in my head... Just like how Mukhsin's soundtrack was stuck in my head for days after I've watched it. Anyone know where I can download the said track?
"Rahmat dibawa bersama
Limpahannya meresap dijiwa
adakala bahgia terasa
meskipun duka nestapa..."
Lagu Hujan - Mukhsin's OST
Limpahannya meresap dijiwa
adakala bahgia terasa
meskipun duka nestapa..."
Lagu Hujan - Mukhsin's OST
binx: the after-effect of caramel macchiato after 10pm...
6 comments:
Binx, can you bake? if u can, u can do it at home... pejam mata, celik mata, u have enuff fund to start up ur cafe ;)
pans labyrinth was cool, didnt read subtitles tho, konon faham spanish...hey hang in there ok...
mim:
thanks for the idea.. i shall try...
:D
faisal:
hey dude.. seriously? u didn't read the subtitles? i siap baca both subtitles lagi (coz it was too close to each other). if i can read chinese i would have read that one too.. hehehe...
thanks ya!
binxie i can totally relate to what ur attempting to put into words..this has to do with 'what happened to the old binx' jugak kan? likewise, i'm constantly pondering, what happened to the old me..and i'm not blogging the way i used to..or the way i'd ideally want to... :-(
Meldy Binx:
A gift,
Bag, Sack, Rack
hey there traveller vexed,
relax,
it's the only thing you can pack,
when trudgung in a world mastered by a man made of wax,
now sit is what you have to do next,
free your bag and put it in my sack,
give it to me so I can put it on my rack.
vexed traveller,
eat as I know you are haunted by hunger,
as I know every traveller is also a hunter,
looking for the mystical beast no mind can figure,
to give you strength traveling in the path of meander,
that the hunger would set you lost in anger,
and ends you as a meal cook on a sweet fire.
I know, I know it's a heavy bag,
I know, I know the content is no hag,
but you really should put it in my sack,
and you really should put it on my rack,
it would really make you relax,
and free you from the contunious vex,
I should know for I am the paver of every traveller's track.
marinadelrey:
yeaaah...
however, u have happy things to blog about now, esp about ur darling, cute, aqila..
:D
chin up babes...
demonsinme:
such beautiful strings of words..
i can so relate to it..
thanks!
:D
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