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That's the sound of my heart, beating fast...

It is not a regular heart beat...

I can hear the beat while watching the TV...
I can hear the beat while eating...
I can hear the beat while playing Wii...
I can even hear the beat while trying to sleep...

It is really getting to me...
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It makes me feel so agitated...
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Things just don't seem right...
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I felt like barking at the next person who crosses my path...
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Is this a sign of caffeine withdrawal syndrome?
My last cup of coffee was one week ago!
:(





binx: i need my caffeine fix!

I is Tired

I am tired….

I know I have been blogging about being tired over and over again.

But seriously… I AM TIRED.

I work 6 days a week (most of the time, I will arrive home after 7 or 8 p.m.).

You would think that I would have the second half of Saturday and the whole of Sunday to relax…

NO……

… the sink will be filled to the brim with dirty dishes.
… there will be 2 baskets full of laundry to wash.
… the clothes than needs to be fold and iron.
… there’s also the cleaning, vacuuming, sweeping & mopping work to do.

These chores do not include cooking (if any) and any other impromptu tasks that requires my time and energy…

I am losing my mind and sanity for being over-worked and un-appreciated, at work and also at home.

I need a holiday soon!!!




binx: *sigh*

Say No to Office Politics

I am tired of listening to people bitching about my boss behind her back...

I am tired of watching people stabbing other people's back without any shame or regret...

I am tired of being caught in the middle of a cold wars between one department head with another...

I am tired of people trying to "tai-chi" their work to others when all they do in their office is just watch DVDs and LLB (look like busy) all day long...

I am tired of watching people kissing the Big Boss' ass and rat on their co-workers...

I am tired of being screamed and shout at for something that was so minor just because that person was pissed at my boss...

I am tired of people who thinks that they are mightier than the rest. Just because they are a GM (General Manager) or even an AGM (Assistant General Manager), they think they only answer to the GMD (Group Managing Director)! Wake up and smell the flower laaaa.... You still have a few levels more to climb! That is if you get the chance to climb at all...

I am tired of working with mentally challenged people... It is like working with morons and clowns on a daily basis!

I am tired of having to defend myself for everything I do...

I am tired of office politics...

I AM JUST TIRED...




binx: need sleep so badly....

Vote Earth!

The owner of this blog will be turning off the lights for an hour at 8:30 p.m. on 28 March 2009.


What about u? Pledge your support here.







binx: lighting the candles...

Home Sweet Home

I just love the smell of the soothing air freshener that caught my nose the moment I step into the house...


I love the smell of the freshly washed laundry and the fabric softener's rosy smell every time I do the laundry...


I love the smell of the great meal cooking on the stove every time I have the chance to cook...


I love the feel of the soft bed sheets and the comfy pillow every time I lay down to sleep...


I just love being at home...







binx: dun wanna go to work!

Confession of a Buncit Binx...

I woke up this morning with a mental picture of the outfit that I was gonna wear for the day. So, I ironed the white kebaya top, my favourite brown pants and a white tudung.

However, when I put on my favourite pants, the zip stuck midway. It would not zipped up!!!

When I tried to force it up, I can see my bulging tummy protesting against it and threatened to rip it off...

A quick glance at the time told me that I didn't have much time to find another pants. Hence, I had to modify the outfit. Thank god for the long white camisole that managed to cover the half-open zipper underneath the kebaya top.

Now I am sitting quietly at my cubicle, trying my best not to walk about too much coz if I were to do so, I am afraid that the zipper will burst and reveal my secret....




binx: time to go shopping for new brown pants!

It looks brand new...!

We have been staying at the in-laws for almost a week now and I don't think we'll be going home any time soon.

You see, my FIL had enrolled Mr Judge for a Masters programme out of his own will. The programme requires him to just write a 100 page++ thesis on IT related topic and hand it in after 6 months. No classes required. No guidance from the lecturers/supervisors.

Mr Judge, being a person that hates to be forced into doing things that he doesn't want to do, had procrastinated the thesis writing until now. I was asked by FIL to be the caretaker for his son (in other words jadi guru besar yang kena pegang rotan laa). However, I can only do so much. Kalau dah 10 kali suruh and 10 kali encourage and orang tu tanak buat jugak... I nak buat macam mana kan?

Last week, FIL had taken the matter into his own hands. He had requested us to stay over in order for him to be able to monitor his son's progress. Plus, since MIL is a PhD Professor at a local university, she would be able to guide Mr Judge with his report.



So, I am stuck here for now. I don't really mind because I have people to help me out with my laundry and the cooking (they have 2 maids here). :D

But the traffic going into KL is TERRIBLE! Imagine going out at 7 a.m. only to reach your office at 9 a.m.!!! It is madness I tell you!



On another note, my car is back!

Fresh coat of paint...

New color...

No more bumps and bruises everywhere...

It looks brand new....!

I LIKE....




binx: lazy sunday...