Lost for words

If you've noticed (that is if you have been following my ramblings since the beginning of time... hehehe), lately I have been substituting words with pictures. I guess it's because I can't seem to put my thoughts into words.

It is hard even to describe how I feel about turning a year older. That is why I have let the pictures tell the story.

There's nuthing much to tell anyway.. It's just another typical day, with an exception of a huge bouquet of roses arriving on my doorstep! Oh yeah.. not to forget all those warm wishes & hugs.. It had made my day seemed brighter, despite the heavy clouds that have been hovering above my head. Thanks guys!





p/s: a birthday shoutout goes out to the long lost 3six7... Happy Birthday, buddy!




binx: dreaming on a bed of roses

The story of my life...

the story of my life, originally uploaded by rhumbaaddict.

Can't help myself from recalling how this exact day was a year ago...

Everything was different.

I was a year younger (d'oh)

I was happier, despite all the work related stress...

and I felt like I was on top of the world...


Sadly to say that I am not even close to feeling those feelings today


Oh well, 2006 is not over yet rite?





binx: happy birthday to me!

Jom makan...

binx: *drools*

Seriously....?

I usually hate to attend weddings alone, especially when I know that I won't be seeing any familiar faces around. Hence, I would usually call friends that were invited to the same event and 'pakat' to go at the same time.

Another reason why I dread myself to attend weddings unaccompanied will be due to the questions that will follow suit.

"So, where's your boyfriend/date?"

"So, you bila lagi?"

Those were the typical questions that I have been getting over the past few years.

However, I was not prepared for the question that was asked by an ex-uni mate during a wedding dinner tonight, which I went with my ex-colleague who also happens to be my junior in uni.

"Is that your husband?", nudging her face towards my partner.

I took a long look at her face, checking whether she was really serious or kidding around. She was waiting for my answer. Seriously...?

"NO!", I said..

"Hell NO...!", he said...

*lol*

Has it come to that stage now? I mean, when you are 24, people expect you to have a boyfriend. And now 3 years later, people expect you to be married!

I am so not prepared for social events!!!





binx: still laughing...

Letter to Ariez...

Hey there Lil' Ariez,


I bet by the time you read this, you must be all grown up. Old enough to learn how to google your name on the net. :)


Well, I just wanted to pen down one of the most traumatic experience in your life (I bet you'll encounter more of it later in your life.. but trust me, you'd want to know this one), should your mummy forgets to relate this to you.


Today, like every other week for the past 3 weeks, I went to visit you and your mummy at your granny's house. And as always, you were busy sucking your hourly dosage of milk when I arrived. Your mummy wanted my help in designing the invitation card for your aqiqah and cukur jambul ceremony, since she's not IT enough to play around with the photoshop *winks*.


Half way through the process, when your mummy took a break for lunch, I heard a loud 'poop'ing sound next to me. Then you cranked up your usual tune for diaper change. I thought that was loud enough, but I didn't know that it can get even louder than that.


By the look on your mummy's panicked-stricken face, it was not like any other diaper change routine. There was blood all over your birdy, and it was flowing non-stop. Panic kejap everyone.. and your loud cry didn't help the situation at all (d'oh.. how else where you suppose to express your pain pun kan?)


Since your granny and your aunt were both shaking with terror, I offered to send you to the hospital. When I dropped her off at the emergency room, I told your mummy that I'll find her as soon as I parked the car. It was really easy to trace her whereabout actually. All I had to do was follow your loud screaming cry.. And I swear to God, dear boy, you sure know how to cry. I can't sit still outside in the emergency waiting room hearing you screaming in pain like that. Kesian sangat...


Anyway, what happened was that while your mummy was changing your diaper, your feet accidentally brushed off the small tube that covers your newly circumcised birdy. Tuh yang darah memancut tuh... You should have seen the look on your mummy's face when she thought she broke your birdy and destroyed your sex life for good. I should have snapped a picture at that moment kan, but then again I didn't want to be seen as an un-supportive friend pulak.


So Ariez, I hope there was no permanent damage done to your birdy. Just so you remember, I've seen it all... hehehe.. So you better be good to me or I'll tell your girlfriend all about it... :D


Hugs & kisses,

Aunty Binx

Everybody Hurts...

When the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life,
well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries,
and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life,
well hang on.

Everybody hurts.
Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts.
Don't throw your hand. Oh, no.
Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no,
you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)



Singer: The Corrs
Song Title: Everybody Hurts (Original song by R.E.M.)

binx: it hurts so bad...

*cough* *cough*

*click*

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How come I'm still sick?







... coz I sat out in the rain to watch the premier of CLICK @ the starlight cinema!





binx: you know i'm such a fool for u...